Phantomhive Manor
Welcome to the Phantomhive manor. I am Ciel, Ciel Phantomhive. I'm sure you're here to tell me something trivial so you might as well get it over with.

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Why?

Can I not just get a break? Im really tired Of the dysphoria right now, literally feel like I’m slowly just falling apart, trying really hard to be okay. If not for me than I’ll be okay for her. But I can’t do it much longer, simply attempting to ignore that which I hear everyday isn’t working. You can’t ignore your gender. You can’t ignore your body, you can’t ignore your voice, your chest, your lower half, you can’t ignore your girly face or girly clothes because no one will listen and buy anything different. I can’t ignore that everyday feels like one step closer to breaking in half, I can’t ignore that I feel like I’m slowly suffocating under stress/dysphoria/and sadness. And I want to ignore it all so bad, I want to actually be okay, so I don’t scare her. But I can’t..

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